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[ Monday
September26th2005
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She looks like a dyke to me
^That is my favourite.
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[ Wednesday
September14th2005
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 Then Now
I was very p.o with my mom just now. I told her if she could look for a doctor that will really work for me this time! To close the fucking holes of my fucking moon face. Even mark lee looks better than me. I'm really scared that these holes cant be closed, because if they could, why didnt mark lee got his treatment? Guess what my mom told me You know you cannot rely on the doctor, you play a part, firstly you must not be stressed and cannot be angry all the time. -_-^ WELL SHE HAS BEEN SAYING THAT ALL MY ACNE-FACE LIFE. IF SHE SAYS THAT ALL THE TIME HOW CAN SHE EXPECT ME NOT TO BE ANGRY. AND HOW CAN I BE NOT STRESSED, PLEASE TRY LIVING WITH MY MAID AND MY MOM FOR 14 FUCKING YEARS. FEEL ME. I know it's very childish of me to nag and nag and nag and nag about my life when there are other people who cant even fill their stomach, who doesnt even have money to buy an evian. I am not THATTTTTTTT sad about my life, but just in case you're wondering, i'm typing this because i always thought after writing in a blog i will feel better, i guess i do now. I really think face is the whole deal, if i were tommy hilfiger's daughter i bet i will look good too because my parents will care how i look like. My dad only cares how i study, if i were pretty i could model or act and dont go to school and look at mrs goh's face. Life can be such a bitch at times.
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[ Monday
September12th2005
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“I’d rather be an honest bitch than some ass-kissing, sugarcoating, namby-pamby, wiping-ass motherfucker. I made the show number one in 52 countries. And then I got the sack, and the UPN executives replaced me with Twiggy. No one in America knows who Twiggy is. There’s no way anyone could fill my shoes. There’s no way.” - Janice Dickinson.
It's our crazy topmodel again, people. Apparently if noone in america knows who Twiggy is, i can safely say that there are at least two girls in singapore who knows damn well who Twiggy is and these two people damn well know Twiggy is more of a talent than Janice Dick in (her) son. In fact, i happen to know these two girls very 'motherfucking' well. What's wrong with Janice seriously, i love her attitude and her style but that was what got her sacked why was she blaming TWIGGY?! TWIGGY THE MODEL WHO GREW WITHIN CECIL AND LEVI? NO WAY YOU FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER TREAT THE WORLD'S COOLEST MODEL LIKE THAT. Well, i'm quite happy that Twiggy is the next season's judge although she's all old and sagging now (i was so crazy over her last year and levi was the only person i knew who like her, so that makes 2 people who knows her, janice you son of a bitch). When i told levi Twiggy is going to be antm next judge, she was like omgwtfbbq, it was funny the way she reacted. I suddenly crave for sun moulin's cheesecake now :(
This is bad news... for the shithead inside me who wants to diet. Although janice's a bitch i'm still going to faithfully tune in to antm tonight after all a girl's gotta watch what a girl got to watch.
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[ Sunday
September11th2005
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I have decided that from tomorrow onwards, i will not on my computer for any reason except homework. I will have to study whole heartedly since i havent the past few years. I really want to get into the class with pure lit. I'm dreadfully hopeless at geography, in fact i scored 30+/100 which is a thumbs up considering the effort i have put into it. I have been sleeping with my mom and i do not mean that literally. Anyway, last night this is what happened (i assume it's funny, but it will make different sense to different people)
Me: Ma, why are you wearing a diamond ring to sleep?
Mom: I'm a rich girl mah.
-_- +++: She meant it in the gwen stefani song way. (if you didnt know, my mom is a gwen stefani fan)
okay i have another funny conversation extract
Me: I dont understand why some girls are really CRAZY ABOUT SHOES like carrie from sex and the city and those rich bitch with racks and racks of shoes(I meant that literally)
Levi: Expensive shoes, yes.
-__________________- +++: That's funny in a levi kind of way.
Myself, i do not craze over shoes, my mom is averagely shoe-a-holic but i think she has quite an okay amount of shoes despite how little money we have.
When i grow up i decided maybe i should earn my own money... considering the level of my love life now, i should be worrying about making my own money and buying christian lacroix with my own hard earned cash.
Why are some people born with diamond crusted spoon in their mouth. It's not fair how they dont even need to think about buying canvas and start painting in desperate hope to earn some money. I'm feeling very neglected by my parents now, hence the post. I'm sorry if i'm ... ... ... ... BORING THE CRAP OUT OFFFF YOUUUU BUTTT THIIISSSS ISSS MY BLOG, SO PEACE.
I'm supposed to be in Go!Fitness right now, but today levi's father is a birthday boy so i guess i cant drag her along (:|) Today's lesson is... Latino Mix, HAAHA!
Latino Mix: If you've always dreamed about moving your hips and body like Shakira or J.Lo, then this class will make your dreams come true. Latin flava in the house!
I want to move my money like Shakira or J.Lo, where do i sign up?
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[ Wednesday
September7th2005
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Her boyfriend is getting some really hot sex.
OMG DIEGO LUNA! :$
He's in the new campaign of zegna :|
omg i want those hair :(
she is so pretty yet effortlessly!
she makes all mere mortals look ugly.
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[ Tuesday
September6th2005
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WHAT THE GUACKAMOLESHITDFHIFJSFOFJIF FUCK
IS ASHLEE SIMPSON OUT OF HER MIND?
WHY IS HER NEW SONG, BOYFRIEND SOUNDING SO MUCH LIKE HOT HOT HEAT'S SONGS!
Eeew for a moment i thought she is kind of cool, with her sister and all (< that took me quite a courage to type)
I dont know why i'm actually listening to the song over and over again and nodding to it. Maybe i havent been hearing summerchicks kind of song for a very long time. Anyway i have a new idol, charlotte ronson :) I just realised i had actually add to favourites her clothes site last year, only to realise it today. My tablet suddenly came back to its health. I really dont want to believe the fact that ashlee simpson is still alive! I thought she would be like Staccie Orrico or somewhere there. Actually since when did ashlee simpson became something unacceptable. Many people say :"EE? ASHLEE SIMPSON?" I dont think she's unacceptable, it's just that alot and alot of other celebrities have outshown themselves, and i prefer them to her. Like i rather spend my time looking for pictures of kate moss than listening to her songs. That's how i prefer to spend my time. I might be signing up for Go! Fitness, but i want to go with someone. Cause the receptionist been pestering me and asking me if i want to join and so i'm quite embarrassed if i dont. And i want to fit up, hopefully before holiday :$ I want to look anorexic like nicole richie.
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[ Monday
August29th2005
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CECIL 101
1) I like to pee/ shit with the door
open (it's not about being lazy to
close the door, it's just a personal
thing.)
2) I hate to share things.
3) I dont dig nose in public.
4) I dislike it (at times) when my
good friends are too mushy/ too good
to me, because sometimes i will end
up abusing that priority.
5) I like it when people write short/ long
meaningful notes on my book or any
of my belongings.
6) I hate it when people laugh when
i'm in a bad mood.
(I will think, why the hell are they
laughing it's not even funny, i know it's
unreasonable. That's why i just
keep it to myself)
7) I like to dance to Dirty Dancing Soundtrack
in my bedroom ( This is by far the most embarrassing
confession ever)
8) I started reading gossip girl when i was 11.
It was my first ever book to finish reading a book.
9) I hate sports, i only do sports to lose weight.
I am a couch potato master.
10) I only buy a book if i like the design on
the cover.
I think i'm going to buy the above book for ms goh for teacher's day, only it hasnt been released yet.
A phrase from the book is, "I snipped and stitched my soul to a little black dress"... Cute right :D
Anyway i just called up kinokunia to reserve the Pilot mini pen.
3 black and 2 blue black, I think i'm planning to give one black one to April... or not.
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[ Sunday
August28th2005
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REASON #23983404 WE SHOULD BE ANOREXIC.
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[ Sunday
August28th2005
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I dont know if you'll be reading this, Happy Birthday Sam!
I'm eating dark chocolate powdered almonds, finishing 50g of it one indulgence after another. I'm so oblivious to the fact that i'm gaining weight. Omg i cant wait to watch pretty persuasion, been waiting for so long already, i'm going to watch it with levi :) The worst thing that could happen is that singapore decides not to show the film. It quite too vulgar to be nc16, so i can look forward to not being able to watch it. At most i'd have to buy the dvd from amazon. I want to marry someone who's watched alot of movies, maybe like a movie critic. Last night we saw the condo called Miro, what a cute name right :D My mother is planning to be a real estate agent. There's one building called park infiniti(?) the swimming pool is very ridiculously big and they have gym underwater. I've finished my chocolates! I'm abusing the right to eat chocolate during my period :) I think selma blair is fairly my sexiest woman on earth, aside maggie gyllenhaal.
She's crazy sexy. On the show she said that she has no racks to show off so she's showing off more of her legs :$ So cute.
If i were her i would go naked on the show. I'm also happy that she's in the new miu miu campaign, the day i knew that, i almost peed in my pants.
i think it's chloe sevigny on the left and THATS HER ON RIGHT !!!!!!!
i've got this in my collection of magazine clipping!!!!!! :D
AND SHE'S IN PRETTY PERSUASION TOOOOOOOOOO
Oh! Natasha Poly is modelling for victoria's secrets :|
I think sasha povianova is going to be really big, it's sad she's a splitting image of gemma ward.
Natasha Poly should be the hottest of all.
When i grow up i might want to own my own model management company :D
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[ Saturday
August27th2005
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Dinner was at 9, at goodwood park's thai village. I think it has been 3 months since i've eaten dinner so late, or even, eaten dinner at all. I actually ate quite alot. Today i wore my mom's shirt she bought from The Link which i think is very cute, it is a white t shirt with pixelated glasses printed all over it, paired it with my ck shorts and my mom's sergio shoes. The shoes made me look like the worst fashion victim ever. Now i feel so guilty for eating at night. After dinner we went around to look at some condos. My father just showed me a cute mini cooper(striped) picture in a paul smith bag. I want to posess a car like that when i grow up. We headed down to Canele after that because i wanted to buy some chocolates. I wanted to buy some danish but it was so late at night they dont have it anymore. I suggested that we go there tomorrow morning to buy those chocolates and cakes but my brother insisted on buying it at night :( the chocolates costs $14 per small packet, which sounds ridiculous but once you go to the place you will see why it is quite reasonable. It's feels as though it is the posh version of Willy Wonka Chocolate Factory.
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[ Saturday
August20th2005
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Yesterday Uncle Ben and his wife came for lunch and i told him how my science teacher was being racist and he said if he were me he would report her to the principal. Then i told him, it's no use and i think she wouldnt care what she says since she's leaving at the end of the year. She might as well go to the limit and tell the indians they are smelly right. Okay this is what happened:
me: Mrs Goh, can you please repeat the answer, cause i got this question wrong and i want to do correction.
she: CECILIA, THIS IS NOT INDONESIA, THIS IS SINGAPORE, WE DO NOT SPOONFEED YOU.
CAPS MEANS SHOUTING LIKE SHE ALWAYS DOES.
YOU KNOW, IF I WERE TO LEAVE SCHOOL OR WANT TO, AT THE END OF THE YEAR, I WOULD HAVE SAID THIS
me: True, because we indonesians are seriously rich people, dont use your already stinking mouth and mess with us, and please tie up your hair neater and dont look more like shit like you dont already do because we INDONESIANS cant bear to see you SINGAPOREANS look so ugly, anyway you're just a teacher, I PAY FOR YOUR SURVIVAL.
I'm not being racist here, it's just that i would really say that if i'm very offended that she's being racist but i am not because i dont really like being indonesian myself. It's just that doesnt mean she lives in a bungalow and she keeps telling us about it makes it okay for her to say that about indonesians.
Really, and if i were to look forward to being kicked out of school, that's my reply.
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[ Saturday
August13th2005
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UGH These days have been hell for me because my computer died on me. I literally, or in fact, i live on my tablet and i do everything on it, it's my life. Everytime i have any doubts or i'm bored it's there for me, i guess it has given up on me since i always bash the keyboard everytime it is lagging. There was this time when watching Meet The Barkers, i desperately needed to know whether it was travis barker who shared the fame of the Paris Hilton Sex Tape, i was about to open my tablet and go to my beloved yahoo, when it dawned on me : my tablet is deceased. I was so upset and felt so uncomfortable about things that i called sarah up and asked her to help me check. I really miss my tablet, I HAD SO MUCH THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT. Right now i'm not in the mood, this clicking sound of the keyboard is like the last bites of the 700calories RotiBoy, it's growing on me and i dont want to leave this british council computer corner where i actually had to stand behind this young obese boy who was on the internet trying to go to every games website and he farted really loudly(i was actually praying it wouldnt smell so that i could tolerate it and still stay there and wait), it smelled really bad too.. so what i'm trying to say is that i sacrificed quite alot to get these words typing. These are all for adrienne ;).. AHAH Who am i kidding, it's not. Why would i blog for anybody, that's so
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[ Tuesday
August9th2005
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AHHAHAHAHAHA OMG THE DOG IS SO CUTE
THE ONE SMACKING ITS LIPS.
HAHAAH I WOULD DIE TO HAVE A DOG LIKE THAT
Too bad i couldnt find a more zoomed in picture of the dog, so the above is all i got.
Anyway went to tiong to get assessment books, and in the lift when trying to get down to the carpark, there was this 100% made in china family, there was this girl standing beside me while i was there drinking my juice, she carefully opened the plastic cover and scooped up a little of her ice shavings and her mother screamed at her, apparently she was "embarrassed" of her daughter misbehaviour in front of her friends. She was whispering "TSK SO IMPATIENT" in chinese repeatedly at her daughter. EVEN I WAS EMBARRASSED of sharing a lift with that mother, i mean what's wrong with wanting to eat in the lift if she feels like it. I hate parents who still stick to traditions and are uptight about little things. Listen up, i'm going to raise my kids western style. So it's going to be Wild on E! once they have grasped their english.(Like that sister in mean girls, she was watching wild on e! Hahaha) Off to watch Still Standing, bye.
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[ Monday
August8th2005
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IF YOU'RE NICE AND YOU REALLY WANT ME TO LIKE YOU
THIS IS THE ULTIMATE TICKET TO GET YOU TO MY FAVOURITES LIST.
Street Smart or Book Smart?
I've been trying to talk about this since the first episode of the new apprentice.
Actually im always on the street smart side, because i dont believe being good in your studies can get you anywhere better than if you're not that educated, so good luck, Chng Jia Xin in 3c1.
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[ Sunday
August7th2005
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I'll tell you honestly i want to be 42-46kg, but i cant. I know you'll be saying "what you cant, you just dont want, you're lazy". When i was 47kg i did not have my period for 8 months at least. It was quite a shock to me because i want babies when i grow up, i picture myself walking to the sperm bank and get some good looking redhead's sperm and have a karen elson looking baby. Grow up old in a chic and retro apartment with furnitures that cost $200 000 each and have cool book racks filled with Elle Uk and NW and Bazaar and Flaunt and OK! and Vogue(although i'm not a big fan of this overrated magazine) and all the gossip magazines. All susbcribed. We will eat gourmet food everyday, sashimi and stay thin and hot with p.t and botox. Schedules filled with surgery(s) and we will be hanging out at jay leno's house and having sex with him. Walk-ins at Marc Jacobs and Agnes b and Neiman Marcus. We'll be travelling from New York(where we stay) to Milan, Paris. We are going to have a reality tv show called The Basari Girls (adapted from gastineau girls).
I love my dad so much :) Last night i asked him what he is doing then he said he's home alone because my brothers went.. (presumably to strip clubs) and so he's home alone trying to work on his documents to earn more money for me so that i will have a good foundation when i grow up and can easily earn money. I would like to think it this way : Earnt money, i just spend his money when i grow up, no work for me and i just live the above lifestyle. What a great father indeed. Speaking of fathers, i might not even want to live with a guy when i grow up, unless i've found some mogul/ metrosexual. i probably wont have sons either, because i want to continue my lifestyle of not wearing pants but only underwear at home. And i dont want guys because most guys are beast who beats up their wife and kids just because they feel like it or they feel that they earn money for you. Actually if they are donald trump it's alright but if they are just a janitor or some security guard who goes home to beat you up because they are angry about their pathetic jobs then it's not alright. No poor man have the right to beat anyone up. I mean donald trump has the right to because he pays to beat, AHAH i think you've had enough of beating up for today. I think one more beating up and you'll be out of my blog right now.
Karin's talking about bungs right now, and it hit me, I CANNOT SEE MY CUTE BUNG ANYMORE! BECAUSE MY MOM'S HAIRSTYLIST JUST CLOSE DOWN HIS SHOP TO GO BACK TO THE JOINED SALON. I think the world turns ugly without that bung. All please leave now, i have to use this time to mourn.
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[ Thursday
August4th2005
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Oogh, everyone should stop reading my blog, i am put into shame everytime i read levi's blog, it's so like the Blue Cult of blogs.
If you come here to know how i feel, it will be quite unlike me to say this although the weather, today is a good day.
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[ Wednesday
August3rd2005
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My dad is returning to singapore on saturday which is really great cause i will have someone to force me to go swimming. I'll just keep my fingers crossed and hope i wont have my period around these weeks. Actually i sort of miss levi, now no one to tell the celebrities gossips to :( I dont know why i miss her, i guess she hasnt been online thats why. I chatted with cindy half way last night and my connection was cut off. I wonder how's her school life like, i mean it sure does make a difference if you're studying in a pretty posh school right. I dont know what got into me last night when i couldnt sleep, suddenly i was like marc jacobs for a few minutes and my head was filled with dresses and i was picturing myself ordering my assistant to draw them out for me and i was like so talented in dressmaking. I even started talking to myself as if i was in an E! True Hollywood Story, i was thanking who actually inspired me and all. And imagining SJP saying to the camera, "i'm wearing Cecilia Basari" :D what a night. Hahaha for my kind of life, i think such 'red carpet' event is good enough. I really want to wake up finding myself being rolling stone's daughter or kate moss' is fine. (with a bf like this no explanations needed)
Anyway, i was reading a magazine last night and i saw my mom's friend whom i met not long ago and she looked quite pretty up front, but in the magazine she looked worse than he yeow sun :0
My life is very boring and meaningless, so please dont hate me for talking about celebrities all the time.
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[ Saturday
July30th2005
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1. Copy and paste this into your journal:
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2. Eliminate the asterisks.
3. Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
4. See what color you are.
dysfunc
Damn, i cant see. And good night, i want to fucking sleep instead of still being stuck in this page commenting about the colour.
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